November 2009
64 posts
The trial is absurd in that the judge, prosecutors, lawyers and jury try to find meaning where none is to be found. Everyone, except Meursault, has there own ‘reason’ why Meursault shot the Arab but none of them are, or can be, correct. In life there are never shortages of opinion as to why this or that thing occurred. How close do any of them get to the meaning behind action?
It’s worth noting that L’Etranger is sometimes translated as The Outsider but this is inaccurate. Camus does not want us to think of Meursault as ‘the stranger who lives ‘outside’ of his society’ but of a man who is ‘the stranger within his society’. Had Meursault been some kind of outsider, a foreigner, then quite probably his acts would have been accepted as irrational evil. But Meursault was not an outsider; he was a member of his society – a society that wants meaning behind action.
the light leapt off the steel and it was like a long, flashing sword lunging at my forehead. at the same time all the sweat that had gathered in my eyebrows suddenly ran down over my eyelids, covering them with a dense layer of warm moisture. my eyes were blinded by this veil of salty tears. all i could feel were the cymbals the sun was clashing against my forehead and, indistinctly, the dazzling spear still leaping up off the knife in front of me. it was like a red-hot blade gnawing at my eyelashes and gouging out my stinging eyes. that was when everything shook. the sea swept ashore a great breath of fire. the sky seemed to be splitting from end to end and raining down sheets of flame. my whole being went tense and i tightened my grip on the gun. the trigger gave, i felt the underside of the polished butt and it was there, in that sharp but deafening noise, that it all started. i shook off the sweat and the sun. i realized that i’d destroyed the balance of the day and the perfect silence of this beach where i’d been happy. and i fired four more times at a lifeless body and the bullets sank in without leaving a mark. and it was like giving four sharp knocks at the door of unhappiness.
The Outsider; Albert Camus
Wikipedia: Existentialism, Angst
I think this happened today. It was kind of fun. (A lot better than if it had happened at night.)
(via brentgilliard)
and they say wikipedia isn’t a good source.